Whoa hoh hoh!!! Today went to have steam boat with kulian tianzi and shihao. Also collected my shirts today. Damn it la kulian! If your sister isn't coming out i dun wanna come out too! LOL...

Was listening to the radio the other day and the topic was "What does a girl mean when she says she's not ready for a relationship?". Well most of the people who called up gave the same answer. It means she's dumping you. That broke my heart. I wish that it wouldnt be so obvious to me, then I could have something to look forward to. But i guess... Oh well~ I guess i have to move on. Been waiting 2 years, and I can't wait forever... To even start off a relationship?

Well shihao gave me some advice today... True love is love at first sight. When two people love each other, if its cultivated, then its not true love. I beg to defer on this! Love at first sight is True Lust! Love is cultivated and developed by being with someone over time. And further enhanced the more the relationship develops. Of course, first impressions count... But that's more of lust than love i guess.

Sigh... been trying to look for xuewen thru various means... but can't give up. Finding her will close an old chapter in my life and maybe... start a new one.

Bah just scribbling various things that are popping into my head before I sleep. Kinda can't get much sleep lately. No appetite n not tired. Really dunno wat to do...

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:50:00 PM